and hello to 2010~

hopefully this coming year ill be a WHOLE lot nicer than this year to me...
i've experienced some awful things this year, 2009. but, so what! people need to learn to forget the bad, and see the GOOD side of things!
i HAVE had a few successes through this year, which for some reason i can't remember. but if i do - ill list them later on.

if any of you have watched me through the past 2 new years - you all remember my longass journals XD
if this is your first - hopefully i can make it as enjoyable as my old ones! [[imo anything long and interesting is enjoyable]]

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HERE WE GO

i'm going to kickstart this with a shoutout to all my friends, then a little message for each specific friend that i find worthy reasons for doing so.

Thank you to EVERYONE who has spoken to me this year. Even just a "hello, I like your art!!" is much appreciated, and can make someone feel a lot better! That someone is me - anyone who comes by and says hello always makes however I'm feeling a bit brighter.
Thanks evenmore so to anyone who commented on one or more of my artworks. Or has done so throughout this year, without actually taking a step further and getting on the "friend chart", so to speak.
But the biggest thank you of all goes to anyone who supported me - with, or without much information given about my ISSUE or whatever. Just talking to me is great. Supporting me is better. But being my friend is the best.
The following people are noted in my mind having helped me out somehow, or have just ALWAYS been there for me, or are fun/great/special to me in general. If I leave anyone out, forgive me - I am tired, and sick, which means I'm not thinking straight.
These are in no order - it simply is whoever comes to mind at that time.

- Bluuue, Bluuuuuue ^____^ You are my German friend, which will say why I was VERY happy to talk to you from the first minute we met!! (I'm sure everyone has picked up my love for all German things by now >w< But after all my "YOU'RE GERMAN AAA" was over, we became good friends! You have never done anything bad to me, and are always happy to talk to me or verse me in stupid MSN games! So thank you for being my friend, and I hope you never stop

- Your third time in a row being in a New Year journal of mine! Let's go for however many more I get in my life, okay? C: You are just awesome! Always willing to listen/help me, and are also EXTREMELY fun whenever I'm online and we're both not busy XD; It's just always great to talk to you, even if there's nothing in particular to talk about, other than whining about the faults of dA XD; But thank you so much for your support this year There are many things I will NEVER forget you have helped me with earlier this year, and thank you so much for it all!

- You helped me earlier this year too, remember Gale being in that crappy thankyou picture I made earlier? ^_^ Well, I still haven't forgotten all the support you gave earlier this year, and how well you listened and paid attention. So thank you for being an awesome friend too! <3

- Too. Freaking. Nice. TO ME. D: I feel comfortable when talking to you for some reason, even though it hasn't happened much yet C: I hope it does in the future, because I can feel something special there beginning C: Thankyou for all the times you listen, too, even though I just started talking about how awful some stuff was, and it was only like our 3rd time speaking XD; <3 Sorry for that!

- Rar. That is all. JKJK I'll write kkkkk D: SO FROSTY it's also YOUR 3rd time in a row coming here WHICH MEANS ONLY ONE THING - that we get along perrrrrrrrfect. OrI'mjustsoannoyingthatIforcethisalonglol. Probably both. But I honestly do not know what to say for you. It would be too long, I'm sorry. I'll cut it down here, for everyone else's sake - thank you for everything. Being my friend, listening, making me happy, making me feel special, caring, and AAALL that stuff. Just... thankyou D:

- Alan you're so cool. C: Fun to talk to, fun to PChat with when we do, and fun to BEAT IN GAMES. Thank you for caring and listening to me throughout this year! ^^

- I dont reeeally have much to say, since we only talk for short spurts at random points through the year for some reason But thank you so much for listening to me earlier this year, I remember that lonely day I had and you offered me wonderful advice and listened absolutely beautifully. <3

- Josh you are so wonderful to me I can't describe it. <3 You always just talk about the RANDOMEST crap with me, and can make me laugh usually :0 You also taught me that face ":0" XD; Uhm. You are just a great friend that I don't want to lose... And this is YOUR 2nd time or 3rd time in a journal now? C: I dont know, but we're friends and that's all that matters, and you are uber high up there.


... Okay I feel really slack for forgetting anyone else But I'm extremely tired and there's 8 minutes to new years so I'm doing this as quick as possible!

Okay I think I'll just quit there with some random points at the bottom because I'm too stressed!!!

- We moved houses
- I now own a horse
- Piddle is still alive and I love her
- We have had an overload of guinea-pigs this year due to overbreeding and low containing them
- IDK WHO CARES

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! LET'S ALL HOPE IT'S A GREAT ONE!